don't know what's wrong with me.
indifferent, but pretending to be enthusiastic.
disinterested, but pretending to be excited.
don't feel like talkin', but pretending to be bubbly and talkative.
melancholic, but pretending to be sanguine.
hurting, but pretending to be perfectly fine.
empty, but the busyness in everyday life can't fill me.
lonely, but pretending i'm not.
downcast, but don't wanna look weak.
feel like dancing, but can't bring myself to do it.
don't know what i'm searching for, don't know what i'm longing for.
don't know what i'm waiting for, don't know where i'm going.
don't know what i wanna do, don't know what makes me happy.
i'm lost without You, broken without You.
help me find my way back in the dark night, help me find my place in this world.
help me see who i really am.